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last night dream xviii

I was at a party. Which turned out to be a training or game camp. I needed to pretend I was bleeding and diyng. The party was horrible. I had to see things I didn’t want to see involving people I care about. The play or w.e. that other thing was, ended.

2 months ago

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# last night dream

last night dream xv

I was travelling. I was in Chile. I was visiting a friend a his wife. I helped them for few minutes to take care of their little baby, Sofia. She was fine. The house seemed to be on a boat. It was in the middle of the sea and there were many fishermen. Some of them were describing how to fish and use the net.

It seemed weird to me how they all knew baby Sofia was going to die. But it was like they had already accepted that. I felt really bad when I found out, although they had everything planned. All her stuff was being stored. It was sad at the end. Knowing they all gave up so easily and let her die. And after that it was so weird how they didn’t seem concerned or sad.

last night dream xiv

I was in a different country, probably in a different world. There was a man who used pigeons or something similar to send messages. These animals were killed during the trip. The man basically feed them to sacrifice them. The room was full of plants and there were bullets killing both birds and plants. The man does this over and over trying to save someone.

I was staring from behind. I had the intention to help, but instead I walked and remembered I had to organize my Uni Schedule with the subjects I wanted to see. I searched a computer but before, I found a little handmade book. It said my name. It had some one’s password from everything. I opened it and looked, it seemed like a magic book, although I didn’t want to see what was in there. I was with a friend, Erika, and some other people I don’t recall. We had to go. Erika stood in my Granny’s house to sleep over and she told me some secrets (of course these aren’t real, secrets of the dream about some relationship she had with a girl).

Then my mom arrived with my Lil bro. I stared to feel sad and guilty although I haven’t done anything wrong in the dream. But she started asking questions and questions and hearing the answers and processing them in her head.

I remember I was leaving from that place too. And I found an useless computer to finally organize the subjects for this semester. The computer didn’t work. It was old and damaged.

last night dream xiii

I was walking with some people, I can’t recall exactly who. But they were a girl and a boy (the girl was probably someone I’ve met recently). We break in into a house by the back or front yard. The house had a tiny pool (I probably related the “pool” with a song I listened on Saturday). I was scared but it didn’t seem to me like them were scared, like they thought we weren’t doing anything wrong. I looked at the pictures of the house. There were some photographs of a blond white tall man all over the house, some of them with other people.

We were almost leaving, probably the people I was with wanted to see the house so they could consider to buy it and live there. I saw the man of the pictures coming. We were getting out and for some unknown reason they ran together and I stood there and ran to the opposite direction.

That guy locked me and hit me with a giant metal chain. I could see the wounds in my body but I didn’t complain much. Then, he dropped me outside. I recall some women’s advices. And I saw a girl, who was supposed to help me/ she was already a friend. She looked at me and told me I could do better and encourage me to fight against this man. I went back to his house, all by my self. And got hit again. He left me in the same place and my friend was there looking at me. She said we must wait for him to come back. She gave me metal chain and when we saw him we hit him until he almost die.

last night dream xii

I was at a movie. It was a free premier from the las movie of Scorsese. I was alone. I met someone who fell asleep during the movie. I was walking to my home through a very weird and lonely path. It was nice. I planned to go next day to another premier.

last night dream xi

I was at a mall. With my mom and more people, don’t know exactly who. I was getting out or in, and saw my chemistry teacher. He didn’t notice me at first, then he did, I guess. And he told me that there were some graffitis outside the mall about me. I saw them. They were so mean.

Last night dream ix

I was living in a different neighborhood. There were people from all over the world. I was at a Restaurant. I wanted to eat chicken. I got the last portion of it, but the person I was with, wanted too. I don’t remember how she looked or who she was, I guess she was a friend of my dad. She didn’t want to eat pork. At the end I told her it was okay for her to change lunches.

I don’t know what happened next in the restaurant. I remember going back to my home and see different people outside their houses. Some of them were fighting others just talking. I arrive to my place and there was my mom.She asked me to go with her to buy some stuff. While we were walking, she didn’t see the store that we were supposed to go to. It was in front of her eyes and I got really mad at her because she said that it wasn’t there.

We went inside a different restaurant. She wanted to eat something. She ordered what she wanted to eat and didn’t ask me if I wanted something. That made me sad. I understood things weren’t okay. She kind of ignored me there. There was an old man in the place while my mom ordered. We didn’t know him. But I felt that he stared at me with bad intentions. I ignored him too. After I while, I started noticing my mom different, she seemed younger. I said I was hungry and I wanted to eat something too. Her answer was different, she looked at me and said it was okay that I could order something. I wanted a hot dog.

I woke up. And fell asleep for another 15 minutes.

I only remember being kissed by my companion.

Last night dream.

I lived in a sort of apartment that I couldn’t afford. None of the people who lived there could pay it so we got expelled of the city. During this, trucks and lots of cars drove like crazy to arrive where each must live according to their belongings. One of the mad drivers ran over an old lady and didn’t stop (the scene was all bloody and disgusting). The city started to be divided by gigantic fences and I got stuck in the building. It started to become gray, old and a perfect home for mice. A familiar person directed the construction of an outside structure for the building. It allowed the scant oxygen of the outside contaminated air. I found a mouse in my floor so I decided it was time to have a cat.