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last night dream xvii

At first, I was alone at a park. I saw a huge stair and then little girls were climbing it. They had to cross a set of obstacles to get to a big window where two hands were waiting to give them a meal.

I don’t know how I ended up there. One of the girls almost fall down. I helped her to cross. Then, another girl was hanging from just one hand. I saved her. I understood there were nuns down stairs leading the girls. I talked to one of them and told them they needed another way to give the meal to this girls. It was such a risk to do that.

that’s all.

Last night dream ix

I was living in a different neighborhood. There were people from all over the world. I was at a Restaurant. I wanted to eat chicken. I got the last portion of it, but the person I was with, wanted too. I don’t remember how she looked or who she was, I guess she was a friend of my dad. She didn’t want to eat pork. At the end I told her it was okay for her to change lunches.

I don’t know what happened next in the restaurant. I remember going back to my home and see different people outside their houses. Some of them were fighting others just talking. I arrive to my place and there was my mom.She asked me to go with her to buy some stuff. While we were walking, she didn’t see the store that we were supposed to go to. It was in front of her eyes and I got really mad at her because she said that it wasn’t there.

We went inside a different restaurant. She wanted to eat something. She ordered what she wanted to eat and didn’t ask me if I wanted something. That made me sad. I understood things weren’t okay. She kind of ignored me there. There was an old man in the place while my mom ordered. We didn’t know him. But I felt that he stared at me with bad intentions. I ignored him too. After I while, I started noticing my mom different, she seemed younger. I said I was hungry and I wanted to eat something too. Her answer was different, she looked at me and said it was okay that I could order something. I wanted a hot dog.

I woke up. And fell asleep for another 15 minutes.

I only remember being kissed by my companion.

last night dream vii

I was in England. I’ve never been there before. I was with my mother and her husband. I didn’t want to stay there where we were. I wanted to go out and see the Big Ben for the first time.

I went out and asked someone in the subway how could I go to see it. He said he would show me the way. I walked with this stranger. He spoke Spanish (I don’t know how he found out I speak Spanish). He said that almost everyone there speak German. I said I did speak German too.

We arrived and it started to rain. It was awesome. I guess I cried for how beautiful it seemed. I lay down on the wet floor. I didn’t want to leave.

That was what I clearly remember…

Then I went back to the hotel, but my mom said I must not be seen from certain people. I guess we were staying there without paying or something. It didn’t feel right.

I used an itouch and some other stuff to entertain myself. I don’t know what happened next.

Last night dream vi

I remember two different situations. The first one goes like this: The city were I “lived” was at the coast, although it was named exactly after where I live in RL. Between some big walls, were tons of garbage that seemed organized making it look like a nice built area. There were hills made of garbage and below them was water…

Some lady said a sentence that I repeated in the dream, that sentence included the word “salty”, and the sense of it was “to focus on the bright/good side of the salty water”, I guess… But, then, my companion and I realized that she literally meant it. That dirty smelly backwater had some rotten food in it and seemed disgusting.

My companion and I went for a walk. Then, we stood for a few minutes in a park with lots of hills. The wind pushed me into a small forest where I saw a group of four people standing at the corner of a street. They seemed lost, so I got closer with the intention of helping them…and I realized they were foreigners… I walked through the forest…. and then decided to see if they needed help. In fact, they wanted a map from the city. I asked them from where they were and they told me: Iceland, Denmark, Germany and the U.S.

Each one had a couple of bags. I had no map or any idea of the location of the place they were searching for, so I went home and ask my mom if she knew that neighborhood… she didn’t, but she taught me the names of the biggest neighborhoods so I went back to that corner and draw a small map for them (I don’t remember what did I use, but I believe it was a napkin). After sharing my knowledge, I offered me to join in and help them in that journey. They accepted me in. Anyway, they said they were terrified about the police and I just couldn’t help wondering “why”… but it didn’t mean too much until…

We arrived to the bus station, there were female-cops and they used their walkie-talkies to get more cops. I was walking with them and the police stopped us, and they started opening all the bags and found ceramic bowls and other tools. I thought : “they carry drugs…”.

Anyway, after breaking all the bowls they didn’t find anything. But one, just one female police opened a water bottle that one of them was carrying. It had some white powder which seemed like … w.e. I don’t remember what happened next but, I guess that, that woman wasn’t going to arrest them. She was on their side.

bla bla blah Dream

I was with this strange group of people, some of them remind me of those unknown persons who suddenly speak to you by starting to make judgements about stuff, like it is a very efficient method to start a conversation. Although, they probably don’t realize in that moment that the judgements may involve you. ¬¬ w.e. I know this sort of people, because I’ve been this kind of person few times in my life. And I regret it. Anyway …

I was there, with this group, and one of them, who was not in the room, started to complain about that noise of mice he has been hearing… and everyone including myself denied the freaking presence of mice there. Although, I did hear some strange noises but I assumed they weren’t little mice. Then this mans stars yelling that, that’s the end; we’re not alone….. and stuff

In fact, we weren’t alone. There was the fastest scorpion running across all the 3 or 4 rooms… I don’t remember if we did try to catch it or not.

Then, I drop something, and another man, who seemed very gentle (disturbing) told me. (I don’t even remember what was the thing that I dropped anyway), we were heading to class, I think so, because of the sensation I got during the walk with this people. This last man tried to start conversation with me, anyway, he just tried ‘cause I’m very good at ruining those sort of attempts.

This freaky bastard offered me a candy, and I accepted. (bad mistake, bad mistake, why is it that in dreams you just don’t remember the basics of life?). It made me a bit dizzy at the beginning. I wasn’t able to hold my sight onto something.

And then the less unexpected people started their appearance. Some people who I know in RL said Hi to me. And then the questions started. “Is it mandatory to take psychoanalysis class? bla bla bla bla bla bla. I started to answer the questions and floated while taking steps. Then, I sat and my butt started to move up making my head go down… I felt too light… suddenly, my blue prince shows up with his own particular way of w.e. he does… and just talks to me, asking me about those damn things I swalloed… he’s carrying couple of things for a play, including a huge brown bear costume…

I guess that in the end, I thought that everything was related with the play…

8 months ago

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# dreams

Last night dream iv

I remember some very detailed scenes…

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Another Weird dream to the list.

I was at this old house, it was not well-fixed. My parents were there (they are actually divorced) and my littler brother too. My mom came to me with the news that I could make the trip I wanted to do, but she would find some aliens to look after me while I’m travelling…

Last night dream.

I lived in a sort of apartment that I couldn’t afford. None of the people who lived there could pay it so we got expelled of the city. During this, trucks and lots of cars drove like crazy to arrive where each must live according to their belongings. One of the mad drivers ran over an old lady and didn’t stop (the scene was all bloody and disgusting). The city started to be divided by gigantic fences and I got stuck in the building. It started to become gray, old and a perfect home for mice. A familiar person directed the construction of an outside structure for the building. It allowed the scant oxygen of the outside contaminated air. I found a mouse in my floor so I decided it was time to have a cat.

My last night dream.

I dream I was in a sort of building, and I’m pretty sure it was some kinda of hostal… I remember I needed to do something about a money and giving some card back to someone. w.e. The hostal was a bit disorganized, I had half-baked cookies under my bed… I knew I had an important visit, but the night before I went swimming with some people but I’m sure they weren’t my friends ‘cause I didn’t feel comfortable, I left my cellphone in a locker and one guy had the key, so I asked for my cellphone the next night when the visit had already came…

Then the visit came, it was Stephen Hawking. We discuss some of the topics about he’s latest book and I show him how I “live” (although where I was staying wasn’t actually where I live in RL). I told him about a trip I did and places where I stayed and we had a little coincidence…

And that was it… the other memories to rebuild the dream are very foggy so …