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last night dream xviii
I was at a party. Which turned out to be a training or game camp. I needed to pretend I was bleeding and diyng. The party was horrible. I had to see things I didn’t want to see involving people I care about. The play or w.e. that other thing was, ended.
last night dream xvii
At first, I was alone at a park. I saw a huge stair and then little girls were climbing it. They had to cross a set of obstacles to get to a big window where two hands were waiting to give them a meal.
I don’t know how I ended up there. One of the girls almost fall down. I helped her to cross. Then, another girl was hanging from just one hand. I saved her. I understood there were nuns down stairs leading the girls. I talked to one of them and told them they needed another way to give the meal to this girls. It was such a risk to do that.
that’s all.
last night dream xv
I was travelling. I was in Chile. I was visiting a friend a his wife. I helped them for few minutes to take care of their little baby, Sofia. She was fine. The house seemed to be on a boat. It was in the middle of the sea and there were many fishermen. Some of them were describing how to fish and use the net.
It seemed weird to me how they all knew baby Sofia was going to die. But it was like they had already accepted that. I felt really bad when I found out, although they had everything planned. All her stuff was being stored. It was sad at the end. Knowing they all gave up so easily and let her die. And after that it was so weird how they didn’t seem concerned or sad.
last night dream xiv
I was in a different country, probably in a different world. There was a man who used pigeons or something similar to send messages. These animals were killed during the trip. The man basically feed them to sacrifice them. The room was full of plants and there were bullets killing both birds and plants. The man does this over and over trying to save someone.
I was staring from behind. I had the intention to help, but instead I walked and remembered I had to organize my Uni Schedule with the subjects I wanted to see. I searched a computer but before, I found a little handmade book. It said my name. It had some one’s password from everything. I opened it and looked, it seemed like a magic book, although I didn’t want to see what was in there. I was with a friend, Erika, and some other people I don’t recall. We had to go. Erika stood in my Granny’s house to sleep over and she told me some secrets (of course these aren’t real, secrets of the dream about some relationship she had with a girl).
Then my mom arrived with my Lil bro. I stared to feel sad and guilty although I haven’t done anything wrong in the dream. But she started asking questions and questions and hearing the answers and processing them in her head.
I remember I was leaving from that place too. And I found an useless computer to finally organize the subjects for this semester. The computer didn’t work. It was old and damaged.
last night dream xiii
I was walking with some people, I can’t recall exactly who. But they were a girl and a boy (the girl was probably someone I’ve met recently). We break in into a house by the back or front yard. The house had a tiny pool (I probably related the “pool” with a song I listened on Saturday). I was scared but it didn’t seem to me like them were scared, like they thought we weren’t doing anything wrong. I looked at the pictures of the house. There were some photographs of a blond white tall man all over the house, some of them with other people.
We were almost leaving, probably the people I was with wanted to see the house so they could consider to buy it and live there. I saw the man of the pictures coming. We were getting out and for some unknown reason they ran together and I stood there and ran to the opposite direction.
That guy locked me and hit me with a giant metal chain. I could see the wounds in my body but I didn’t complain much. Then, he dropped me outside. I recall some women’s advices. And I saw a girl, who was supposed to help me/ she was already a friend. She looked at me and told me I could do better and encourage me to fight against this man. I went back to his house, all by my self. And got hit again. He left me in the same place and my friend was there looking at me. She said we must wait for him to come back. She gave me metal chain and when we saw him we hit him until he almost die.
last night dream xii
I was at a movie. It was a free premier from the las movie of Scorsese. I was alone. I met someone who fell asleep during the movie. I was walking to my home through a very weird and lonely path. It was nice. I planned to go next day to another premier.
last night dream xi
I was at a mall. With my mom and more people, don’t know exactly who. I was getting out or in, and saw my chemistry teacher. He didn’t notice me at first, then he did, I guess. And he told me that there were some graffitis outside the mall about me. I saw them. They were so mean.
Last night dream ix
I was living in a different neighborhood. There were people from all over the world. I was at a Restaurant. I wanted to eat chicken. I got the last portion of it, but the person I was with, wanted too. I don’t remember how she looked or who she was, I guess she was a friend of my dad. She didn’t want to eat pork. At the end I told her it was okay for her to change lunches.
I don’t know what happened next in the restaurant. I remember going back to my home and see different people outside their houses. Some of them were fighting others just talking. I arrive to my place and there was my mom.She asked me to go with her to buy some stuff. While we were walking, she didn’t see the store that we were supposed to go to. It was in front of her eyes and I got really mad at her because she said that it wasn’t there.
We went inside a different restaurant. She wanted to eat something. She ordered what she wanted to eat and didn’t ask me if I wanted something. That made me sad. I understood things weren’t okay. She kind of ignored me there. There was an old man in the place while my mom ordered. We didn’t know him. But I felt that he stared at me with bad intentions. I ignored him too. After I while, I started noticing my mom different, she seemed younger. I said I was hungry and I wanted to eat something too. Her answer was different, she looked at me and said it was okay that I could order something. I wanted a hot dog.
I woke up. And fell asleep for another 15 minutes.
I only remember being kissed by my companion.
last night dream vii
I was in England. I’ve never been there before. I was with my mother and her husband. I didn’t want to stay there where we were. I wanted to go out and see the Big Ben for the first time.
I went out and asked someone in the subway how could I go to see it. He said he would show me the way. I walked with this stranger. He spoke Spanish (I don’t know how he found out I speak Spanish). He said that almost everyone there speak German. I said I did speak German too.
We arrived and it started to rain. It was awesome. I guess I cried for how beautiful it seemed. I lay down on the wet floor. I didn’t want to leave.
That was what I clearly remember…
Then I went back to the hotel, but my mom said I must not be seen from certain people. I guess we were staying there without paying or something. It didn’t feel right.
I used an itouch and some other stuff to entertain myself. I don’t know what happened next.
Last night dream vi
I remember two different situations. The first one goes like this: The city were I “lived” was at the coast, although it was named exactly after where I live in RL. Between some big walls, were tons of garbage that seemed organized making it look like a nice built area. There were hills made of garbage and below them was water…
Some lady said a sentence that I repeated in the dream, that sentence included the word “salty”, and the sense of it was “to focus on the bright/good side of the salty water”, I guess… But, then, my companion and I realized that she literally meant it. That dirty smelly backwater had some rotten food in it and seemed disgusting.
My companion and I went for a walk. Then, we stood for a few minutes in a park with lots of hills. The wind pushed me into a small forest where I saw a group of four people standing at the corner of a street. They seemed lost, so I got closer with the intention of helping them…and I realized they were foreigners… I walked through the forest…. and then decided to see if they needed help. In fact, they wanted a map from the city. I asked them from where they were and they told me: Iceland, Denmark, Germany and the U.S.
Each one had a couple of bags. I had no map or any idea of the location of the place they were searching for, so I went home and ask my mom if she knew that neighborhood… she didn’t, but she taught me the names of the biggest neighborhoods so I went back to that corner and draw a small map for them (I don’t remember what did I use, but I believe it was a napkin). After sharing my knowledge, I offered me to join in and help them in that journey. They accepted me in. Anyway, they said they were terrified about the police and I just couldn’t help wondering “why”… but it didn’t mean too much until…
We arrived to the bus station, there were female-cops and they used their walkie-talkies to get more cops. I was walking with them and the police stopped us, and they started opening all the bags and found ceramic bowls and other tools. I thought : “they carry drugs…”.
Anyway, after breaking all the bowls they didn’t find anything. But one, just one female police opened a water bottle that one of them was carrying. It had some white powder which seemed like … w.e. I don’t remember what happened next but, I guess that, that woman wasn’t going to arrest them. She was on their side.
bla bla blah Dream
I was with this strange group of people, some of them remind me of those unknown persons who suddenly speak to you by starting to make judgements about stuff, like it is a very efficient method to start a conversation. Although, they probably don’t realize in that moment that the judgements may involve you. ¬¬ w.e. I know this sort of people, because I’ve been this kind of person few times in my life. And I regret it. Anyway …
I was there, with this group, and one of them, who was not in the room, started to complain about that noise of mice he has been hearing… and everyone including myself denied the freaking presence of mice there. Although, I did hear some strange noises but I assumed they weren’t little mice. Then this mans stars yelling that, that’s the end; we’re not alone….. and stuff
In fact, we weren’t alone. There was the fastest scorpion running across all the 3 or 4 rooms… I don’t remember if we did try to catch it or not.
Then, I drop something, and another man, who seemed very gentle (disturbing) told me. (I don’t even remember what was the thing that I dropped anyway), we were heading to class, I think so, because of the sensation I got during the walk with this people. This last man tried to start conversation with me, anyway, he just tried ‘cause I’m very good at ruining those sort of attempts.
This freaky bastard offered me a candy, and I accepted. (bad mistake, bad mistake, why is it that in dreams you just don’t remember the basics of life?). It made me a bit dizzy at the beginning. I wasn’t able to hold my sight onto something.
And then the less unexpected people started their appearance. Some people who I know in RL said Hi to me. And then the questions started. “Is it mandatory to take psychoanalysis class? bla bla bla bla bla bla. I started to answer the questions and floated while taking steps. Then, I sat and my butt started to move up making my head go down… I felt too light… suddenly, my blue prince shows up with his own particular way of w.e. he does… and just talks to me, asking me about those damn things I swalloed… he’s carrying couple of things for a play, including a huge brown bear costume…
I guess that in the end, I thought that everything was related with the play…
Last night dream iv
I remember some very detailed scenes…
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Another Weird dream to the list.
I was at this old house, it was not well-fixed. My parents were there (they are actually divorced) and my littler brother too. My mom came to me with the news that I could make the trip I wanted to do, but she would find some aliens to look after me while I’m travelling…
Last night dream iii
I was on a bus, it didn’t stop too many times… I arrive to some place and went to wal; I had to cross a dangerous street… then I found some familiar people near that place… I don’t remember the rest.
Last night dream. ii
Is not very clear. All I remember is that I received a call from my mother I guess, and she told me that my dad had died.
I supossed it was a nightmare then.
Stille Wasser sind tief.
Still waters run deep.
I am definitely an inner scandal.
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