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S02E03 The Psychology of Letting Go
You, with the boobs..
(Source: punk-)
Last night dream x
In a mall. I was waiting for somebody (I don’t recall who). I saw a friend I haven’t talked to for so long ago. He was with his daughter and wife. I wanted to say Hi, but I understood he didn’t want them to see me, so I ran and hid. I could saw him from the distance getting into a gift store and buying something. I kept on hiding and while doing that saw a girl (in RL hadn’t got along with).
I remember being in my home.
Last night dream ix
I was living in a different neighborhood. There were people from all over the world. I was at a Restaurant. I wanted to eat chicken. I got the last portion of it, but the person I was with, wanted too. I don’t remember how she looked or who she was, I guess she was a friend of my dad. She didn’t want to eat pork. At the end I told her it was okay for her to change lunches.
I don’t know what happened next in the restaurant. I remember going back to my home and see different people outside their houses. Some of them were fighting others just talking. I arrive to my place and there was my mom.She asked me to go with her to buy some stuff. While we were walking, she didn’t see the store that we were supposed to go to. It was in front of her eyes and I got really mad at her because she said that it wasn’t there.
We went inside a different restaurant. She wanted to eat something. She ordered what she wanted to eat and didn’t ask me if I wanted something. That made me sad. I understood things weren’t okay. She kind of ignored me there. There was an old man in the place while my mom ordered. We didn’t know him. But I felt that he stared at me with bad intentions. I ignored him too. After I while, I started noticing my mom different, she seemed younger. I said I was hungry and I wanted to eat something too. Her answer was different, she looked at me and said it was okay that I could order something. I wanted a hot dog.
I woke up. And fell asleep for another 15 minutes.
I only remember being kissed by my companion.
Last night dream viii
I was walking to my house. I found certain people eating food on the street. I saw some people I know and one of them covered his face. I kept walking.
last night dream vii
I was in England. I’ve never been there before. I was with my mother and her husband. I didn’t want to stay there where we were. I wanted to go out and see the Big Ben for the first time.
I went out and asked someone in the subway how could I go to see it. He said he would show me the way. I walked with this stranger. He spoke Spanish (I don’t know how he found out I speak Spanish). He said that almost everyone there speak German. I said I did speak German too.
We arrived and it started to rain. It was awesome. I guess I cried for how beautiful it seemed. I lay down on the wet floor. I didn’t want to leave.
That was what I clearly remember…
Then I went back to the hotel, but my mom said I must not be seen from certain people. I guess we were staying there without paying or something. It didn’t feel right.
I used an itouch and some other stuff to entertain myself. I don’t know what happened next.
Haven’t you…
… planned your own death so good. You are ready to commit suicide and then find out you still have responsibilities with classmates… you have to do your part of your work… so you delay everything…
(Source: kimberllyds)
(Source: demilitarizedzone)
this is true:
“People believe in God because they’ve been conditioned to believe in God.” (Huxley)
and this is true:
“People don’t believe in God because they’ve been conditioned to not believe in God.”
“People don’t believe in God because they’ve been conditioned to believe in God.”
“People believe in God because they’ve been conditioned to not believe in God.”
Let’s be honest, Carl Sagan is probably the best human being ever.
Stille Wasser sind tief.
Still waters run deep.
I am definitely an inner scandal.
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